God, help me! ~

 God, help me! ~

Bored to death at home all day had to listen to the nagging family. I was going crazy ^ ^ ^^^^^^

Hao Fan ^ ^ ^ ^ finally come to Internet cafes, has long wanted to write something, but here, they think nothing can be written mainly these days is too depressing. hey, when this day is a start. This is my most miserable, The most useless of the year. sorry .....

sometimes really want to burst, do not know what it is, but I feel like this, I broke out sooner or later.

What fart on ah. TMD is not one day over this period of time !~!~!~!~!~

somehow always angry, actually some of undetermined origin. do not know why, especially These days, really tired to death. own one day went to the woods no smoking, and a fool. Oh, God, help me! ~

2008-12-18 Ching

never thought I would be willing to do restaurant waiter, and the fact that I did go.

did yesterday, a day in a restaurant waiter, not feeling too great, Japan unveils Miss, lavish owner, I have seen, they appear in front of me. The only difference is that I serve others. But I think this is very good, in an extraordinary position to prepare for their future, the day, I do not feel tired.

brother that I did today, a restaurant waiter, strongly opposed. I told him I liked the industry, he said to me looking for another waitress job, I agreed, and quit the job. But the afternoon is not my way, I do not like brother to me about work, and his brother and noisy anti-, and distress ... ...

present no way to go, and how to do, go home tomorrow . Really do not want to continue this life. Lonely, lonely, and boring. Did not think I actually fell on the point.

and plan to go home tomorrow night, depressed mood is an exception to ... ... drink, never a man had a drink, drank too much today. But the head actually sober than usual, a lot, I do not want friends, but I just do not want to sleep. Heart more painful, maybe tomorrow will be good to see her mother, now I really want my mom.

2008-12-15

Jintian sunny day as usual boredom like that down to business did not do.

morning, sleep ... ...

noon, and finally got up, although the sun, but still feel that cold wind of.

cooking eat. Oh, do too much, did not have, and can only be wasted.

afternoon, cleaning. Internet (music).

night, Oh, the day has passed, so boring. Eat dumplings, a bottle of beer ... ...

do not know why, no reason is always the feeling he is now is broken down. Broken down, uh, I think so.

always thought the same as before, a man to take care of themselves. Now they sometimes feel quite isolated one clear qin melody, which

a feeling, a pain ... ...

actually not looking for a girlfriend, how do you say? It should be said to find a wife, huh, huh ... ...

at home now though, really do not want to be at home to contact, I feel sorry for her.